You want me to leave, you want me to just run away,
You want me to leave you alone with your sickness
You want me to let you be with your loneliness
You kiss me, then you kick me
You touch me, then you delete me
You love me, and then you don’t
You want me for yourself, then you want me to be someone else’s
You open your heart to me, and you never tell me how lonely it could be
You put the necklace with your name on my neck, then you want me to be free
You put the ring on my finger, then you want me to be loved by someone else
You let me go, then you call me
You let me go, then you torture me.
You kiss my belly, then you want me to have the babies that are not yours…
You say you care, then you let me torture myself with the blood i bled for you, now is drunken by someone else.
And you’re sitting on the edge of the bed,
Telling me how weak you are,
You want me to be happy,
You don’t want to make me feel sad,
You are just selfish,
You never let me have a chance to love you.
The necklace, i took off
That ring, I’ve never put on
What is the point, of not being able to love someone who loves you?
I’m bleeding inside seeing how you torture yourself,
but hey, we will be fine,
the sun will always shine, for you.
Be well, love.