I wrote you a long letter in my head,
Repeating every single thing over and over again
Playing with my word,
My heart burned in flame,
Wanting you to know about me,
Me, wanting to know everything about you.
Are you wearing raincoat driving under the rain?
Do you get sick because of the stupid weather?
Where did you go?
What you ate?
Whom you met?
How you feel?
I want to know if you are doing fine?
I want to know if your diet had changed ?
I want to know who was in your bed last night.
I want you to know my heart struggles
My head spins, my tears drop and my thought can’t stop pouring on my memory.
I want you to know no matter what I Do,
I think of you,
And my heart screams, wishing you would know.
I want you to know I cry to sleep,
Getting caught in my own chaotic thoughts.
Staying up all night, wondering what have I done with my life, why, how and when.
Many things happened.
I wish you would know.